My mind grows dim and my thoughts get jumbled
I fight to hold on to what little sanity I have left
My anxiety grows with each passing moment
I think happy thoughts as I try to tamp it down
My husband, my children, my friends
All run through my mind with furious speed
My stomach is in knots
Knowing there is something wrong
But yet unsure of what to expect
I start to panic
My hands shake, my eyes blur, my head pounds
As I become afraid of myself
I am fearful of the unknown
I am scared of consequences of past transgressions
I am frightened of the future
My mind grows dim and my thoughts get jumbled
As I fade from my known existence into insanity.
K Hiester 2011
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